I've never experienced a feeling like this. I feel.....helpless? I'm not sure that's the right word. I'm planning on doing a longer post about him. Some sort of a tribute. But I can't tonight. My head won't let me. I'm still kind of in shock and I can't really get all of my thoughts together. For now, I'm just trying to calm myself down and pray for his family. . .and I don't really pray. I can't begin to imagine how they must be feeling. He was an amazing guy, and he will always be remembered. Love you always, Sammy boy.
This is he and I about 2 years ago. He was home on leave and was nice enough to take my pregnant ass out to lunch so we could catch up.